I am sorry for the onslaught of depressive posts. I’ve just been in a slight funk and trying to convey the feelings in the best way that I know (writing). I do try to not post too personal things on here to avoid being self-pitying or self-centered/self-righteous while avoiding hurting anyone’s feelings, but it’s really hard not to nowadays when all I want to do is bleed my essence onto paper. Even if it means showing the paradox of emotions I feel.
I’m just hurting a lot right now. But I’ll try to stop with the sad posts since you’re probably sick of/disgusted by them.