Goodbye, Love

I feel empty

I feel worthless

I feel pathetic

I feel stupid

Tears refuse to stop even though I’m all out of them

My heart …

My heart is just a big hole now

A huge, gaping hole that I just …

I just wish that I could stop the hurt that you’ve caused

I don’t even know who or what I am anymore because of you

All there is for me are …

Tears …

Emptiness …

Denial …

Heartache …

Hurt …

Insomnia …

Shame …

I don’t know if I can even go on anymore

You’ve destroyed everything!

You destroyed everything that we’ve ever built together!

You destroyed our world!

You destroyed our love!

You destroyed my trust!

But you’ve destroyed me most of all and there’s no going back now …

No ‘sorry’s’ and empty promises could ever amend what you’ve done, but …

I’ll be damned to allow it to break me entirely

I was strong before and I shall remain such after you, even though I’m hurting so much right now – you won’t break me

So I’ll take all the memories that we’ve ever made together, seal them in a box, and moving on …

To something better …

To a brighter future …

Something that’ll make this travesty into a distant memory for this is just another lesson in life that I needed to learn

So I must also thank you for opening my eyes

For breaking my heart ….

I’ll eventually forgive you, but for now – it’s impossible

But my last words to you are: have a nice life & goodbye, my love …

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